oh my God, this is he exact same testimony i'm soppose to have, but the same way she kept silent thats what i'm doing right now only a few ppl know i lost my virginity and i still proclaim christ. but hearing this I know its God speaking and i wont be silent no more. i'm gonna order my shirts soon.

YO!  Big ups to Stephanie for being obedient!  Her testimony is just like mine.  I struggled... no, i chose to look at porn for 12 years and deliverance for me came when i finally could admit to myself that i had a problem and that only God could deliver me.  The shame was soooo great but when i sacrificed it for the glory of God the freedom was way greater than any feeling i could ever describe!  Praise God!

My heart is so heavy sometimes with the weight of what I'm carrying in it and this testimony helped me a lot, I am under the chains of shame and fear. I struggle with porn and masturbation and I have been since I was a young girl of about 15 (I'm almost 20 now). I did speak to someone about it and cried to God to deliver me but it's so hard. I stopped for a while but got sucked into it again. I know it's partly because I won't testify about what God has done and I know this testimony is God speaking to me, please pray for God to give me the stregth. It's extremely difficult for me because not only are both my parents pastors, I lead 2 different christian programs and have been asked to lead another. I really long to break free but I'm afraid that even if I am delivered I won't be able to testify. But may God bless all of you in this movement.

Yall got a powerful movement just keep pushing for the kingdom that's all i can say at the moment................

 Fear is truly that which does enslave us all. Pride is the root of all sin, in that truly, the word of God doth say, "The Love of money is the root of all evil" so then, the love of money is truly nothing more than greed, and greed does lead people to desire for power, and control, and so then, truly, this is pride in itself, the building up of one's self over others, to do as Nimrod "The mighty hunter" did to say, "You get down so I can get up" and so then, in that is it found, that whenever God does come to set one free from that deception, that the immediate reaction of those enslaved to their pride is fear. Truly, pride is nothing more than the fear of being humbled.

Continue my sister, and all those who do read, to take up thy cross daily and to follow Him. Listen to His voice. Do nto listen to men, but rather, submit to them as the occasion permits. Do not rebel against all forms of authority simply because you are set free to do so. Humble thyself under the mighty hand of God and in due time, He will exalt you. Do not fear those who try to control you, nor become quarrelsome, but rather, act in humility, and demonstrate to them your true character, that which is of Christ, the spirit that doth dwell within you. Trust in the Lord with ALL.... All of your heart, mind, strength, soul, every ounce of who you are. Follow His leading. If it is truly Him leading you, you have no need to ever fear being led astray. That is truly the next temptation of the wicked one. Once you decide to follow Christ, and to obey Him, and you come out of the fear initially, and you begin to take up your cross, the next thing that He does, is as was said at the end of this video. The cry comes forth from those who do speak in the flesh, and not in the spirit, "If you are from God then come down from the cross..." Do not give way to such things, nor let cursing come forth from thy mouth, for truly, they do not understand, so rather forgive those who do persecute you, and pray for them. Though trials may come your way, and yea, even those Christian friends who have been so near and dear to your heart for such a long time, yea, even though they are the very ones which do seem to crucify you, do truly count it all joy as James has said. 

When one does encounter God, one of two things happen. They either become bitter, or they get better. Which one are you going to choose? Rest in Him. Peace.

2 Tim. 1:7... you cannot take one and leave off the others. Let no one look down on your youthfulness, BUT... show yourself a demonstration to them of the truth, offering to them the fruit of the Spirit to partake of. Truly. They are these. Love.... Joy... Peace.... Patience... Kindness...Faithfulness....Self Control... Goodness...Gentleness...In your heart, not the outward show of it...

I AM FREE!!!

(Sorry for the length in advance, but i needed to say this, well type this)

Today is my 18th Birthday. This is an age where people believe they are liberated and have the freedom to do as they please. For this birthday, I wondered what I wanted the most as a gift. For a while I have come to the conclusion, that the only gift I wanted could not be given by any human being. The only gift I wanted was a very special gift from God, the love of my life, specifically, the Baptism of the Holyspirit.

I strongly believe that in order to recieve this extraordinary gift, one has to live a life holy and pleasing to God. I got baptize exactly 10 years ago. I grew up in the church. I did live the life that I thought was pleasing unto God but somewhere along the line I got lost. I remember it all started in September of 2008, when I found out that my mom had cancer. From then on it was a downhill spiral. Different issues came up. I specifically remembering that every single month from that point new problems start to come about. From worrying about Mom's Cancer to Possibility of A Heart Disease, from Complication within my parents' marriage to surgery, from recovering from surgery to her having an accident March 3rd, the day after my birthday.

All these different issues came about and I mean they broke me down to the core, to the point where I could not even smile anymore, where I could not walk with my head held high. From there on out, I started to become angry with God, saying, "Why me?" "Why Us?" "Why my family?"

I got to the point where I started to feel as though God as really turn His back on me. I was convinced that God didn't love me anymore. So I started to look for love in all the wrong places from all the wrong people. And instead finding consolation and restoration, more pain was inflicted on me. I got to the point of depression, where I started to sleep away my life, didn't want to wake up, didnt enjoy the things I loved doing, stop eating, the whole nine. I became so broken to the point where I said the "If God made one more thing happen, life isnt worth living."

While all of this was going on no one knew about it because I was a person who could hide my pain. And because I didnt express it, no one could comfort me so I began to feel abandon. Not love. I was in the mode of depression, contemplating suicide. Life was just becoming so dark.

I am gladly to say that I have been delivered from all these things ever since I joined a new church called, "New Beginnings," under the direction of a Woman of God, Pastor Lilisa Mimms. But just because I have been delivered doesn't mean the works stop there. You see after you have been delivered you then have to testified about the goodness of God and what he has done for me. But I didnt do that. And I so I began to relive all the wrong things I did. Shame became my Name, and Pain was my Gain. I started to feel hurt for the things that God has set me free from.

I am a stronger Christian than I ever have been but lately I have been having the urge to wanting to do more for God. And seeing this testimony gave me my answer, which is to spread the goodness of what He has done for me.

Thank You So Much!!!!!!!!! I thank you for your obedience. Because you were set free and had the strength to declare it, I am now free and am given the strength to declare it.

THANK YOU.

GOD BLESS YOU AND THIS MIGHT MINISTRY.

HE IS GOING TO TAKE P4CM TO PLACES THAT NO ONE COULD EVEN IMAGINE.

LOVE, A FREE SOUL.

I think what this movement is doing is a really awesome thing. Im 18 years old about to graduate from high school and I just wish that I was as bold and courageous to give a testimony like the ex-hypocrite or the ex-masturbator but because I'm so ashamed of the things that I had done and that I'm still doing, I was never able to give a testimony. I have never, EVER given a testimony in my life because of my old church. They would speak so strongly against masturbation and pornography in the youth services that I was afraid of being ridiculed by people. I went up to the alter to get prayed for one time because I was tired of being afraid. That was a big step for me, and I didn't want to struggle with it anymore. But even after the Bishop laid hands on me, Im still struggled with the same thing, even now. I didn't understand it back then, but now that I left that church God showed me that I was in idolatry. I am still ashamed of what I had been struggling with. I lied to a lot of people. My mom, friends, everybody about it because Im so ashamed yet proud at the same time. Because I thought that telling people I didn't masturbate anymore would free me, but it didn't. I wasn't free from it, and everyday seems like a struggle. I identify a lot with Stephanie's testimony in the sense that I had been stealing God's glory without even knowing it. Watching these testimonies is really encouraging me to first, kick this addiction and gain freedom from it, and to give a testimony of my own because God will be glorified, and it will help other people who are too ashamed to speak out too. God showed me that by me watching these testimonies. 

This is an awesome  movement because its showing me that I don't have to let shame hold me back from giving a testimony, and thats a VERY BIG THING that God has used you guys to do for the body of Christ. Because I know Im not the only Christian who's ashamed of his sins!

I pray that God will continue to Bless you for the task He has give you!

Amen.