Submitted by JT (not verified) on Wed, 06/17/2009 - 04:27.
Wow, thank you all for making this video. I have watched almost every ex-homosexual video you have posted! They have been a great encouragment to me. Within the last two years I have been called out of a lifestyle that was leading me to destruction, I have decided to follow Jesus with all my heart and with all my life... needless to say, I have changed alot! I am 19 now and have lived with my mother most of my life. She entered into a homosexual relationship when I was 11/12 and continued in it until she decided to move out last year. She now works at a major LGBTQ (lesbian/gay/bisexual/transexual/queer) Community center in New York and has recently entered into a new homosexual relationship with a women that looks like a man. I have experianced much of the pain felt by children stuck in homosexual families. It was extremly painful for me to grow up without a "mother" and with out a family (I am an only child and didn't have a relationship with my father). I have often felt like my "mother" was simply "the woman whom I've always lived with", she has been unable to be a mother to me and I believe this has much to do with her confused sence of sexual identity along with many other things related to seperation from God. Anyways... I'm not writing my testiomony lolz.... I am doing my best to love her the way God would have me to love her and to maintain a spirit of forgivness, though this is not always easy, it can be no other way because God says it must be this way and He definitly helps me out when I struggle and I pray. My mothers beliefs about "god" are a sum of things she has picked and choosed from different religions and things she wishes "god" would be. She believes her homosexual lifestyle and everythings she does is righteous and is not "sin" at all. She doesn't believe the bible... ect. Anyways, Im not trying to vent here.... only wanted to say that you're videos have helped me alot... and hopefully, in effect, help my mother out too. My beliefs come up in conversation and when they do she doesn't want to hear them. I tell her that one of us MUST be wrong since our beliefs contradict each other. Well, you're videos help me speak to her. I want to say again that it was very difficult growing up within a homosexual family and that it is truly by the gace and the majisty of God that He alone has shaped me into who He wants me to be. If He took me and made me into someone special... come one... God can do anything! I know this has been extra extra supa dupa long and prolly only one person will ever read this but...
Wow, thank you all for
Wow, thank you all for making this video. I have watched almost every ex-homosexual video you have posted! They have been a great encouragment to me. Within the last two years I have been called out of a lifestyle that was leading me to destruction, I have decided to follow Jesus with all my heart and with all my life... needless to say, I have changed alot! I am 19 now and have lived with my mother most of my life. She entered into a homosexual relationship when I was 11/12 and continued in it until she decided to move out last year. She now works at a major LGBTQ (lesbian/gay/bisexual/transexual/queer) Community center in New York and has recently entered into a new homosexual relationship with a women that looks like a man. I have experianced much of the pain felt by children stuck in homosexual families. It was extremly painful for me to grow up without a "mother" and with out a family (I am an only child and didn't have a relationship with my father). I have often felt like my "mother" was simply "the woman whom I've always lived with", she has been unable to be a mother to me and I believe this has much to do with her confused sence of sexual identity along with many other things related to seperation from God. Anyways... I'm not writing my testiomony lolz.... I am doing my best to love her the way God would have me to love her and to maintain a spirit of forgivness, though this is not always easy, it can be no other way because God says it must be this way and He definitly helps me out when I struggle and I pray. My mothers beliefs about "god" are a sum of things she has picked and choosed from different religions and things she wishes "god" would be. She believes her homosexual lifestyle and everythings she does is righteous and is not "sin" at all. She doesn't believe the bible... ect. Anyways, Im not trying to vent here.... only wanted to say that you're videos have helped me alot... and hopefully, in effect, help my mother out too. My beliefs come up in conversation and when they do she doesn't want to hear them. I tell her that one of us MUST be wrong since our beliefs contradict each other. Well, you're videos help me speak to her. I want to say again that it was very difficult growing up within a homosexual family and that it is truly by the gace and the majisty of God that He alone has shaped me into who He wants me to be. If He took me and made me into someone special... come one... God can do anything! I know this has been extra extra supa dupa long and prolly only one person will ever read this but...
Thank yooooou! All of yoooou!!! : )